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Pinkies up! [21 Nov 2009|02:05pm] [ mood | yay ] Hai guys! I just got what I would call the equivalent to a promotion on LJ. I'm a mod over at aristopattz now, so join us if you like hobos, fancy tea, and especially Robert Pattinson. Do it for Rob & the magic piano! 2 comments|post comment

...But Neither Were You [10 Nov 2009|10:18pm] [ music | Leave Out All the Rest. Linkin Park. ] I'm not sure how to begin this... Dear You, You know who you are. As I sit down to write this, I feel like this might become the epic of epic posts to you. I'm going to cut it, I know, because of it's content. We'll probably never really talk about it because I don't really think we want to. Here's what I originally intended to say- "I knew you would not reply today." ( So if you're asking me I want you to know... ) 2 comments|post comment

It's Not Sunshine [10 Nov 2009|09:47pm] [ mood | not great ] [ music | Fear. Sarah McLachlan. ] I wanted to start this post by saying that I will be making double posts, so do expect one right after this. I felt like the subjects were different enough to just warrant different posts. Anyway. I don't have my official weigh-in until Thursday, but I think I finally dropped into the 160s. I'll be so happy. November is supposed to be the month I reach my goal weight, but I think it's going to take longer. Also, I think I might just want to drop more weight. I would be impressed with myself to no end if I continued. I'm kind of disgusted with myself that a lot of my posts lately have been about me losing weight. Seriously, am I that girl now? I finally got my laptop! *sparrrrklez* It's all shiny and new. It's a HP, with a white outer casing. It's got the all new Windows 7, so everything on it is super up-to-date. Sleek! You know what though? I MISS my old computer. I miss my stolen photoshop and hundred of pictures and whatever else. Hmm. Didn't I say this before...? Target is depressing at times. I'm hoping my hours will pick up since it is now "officially" the Christmas season in retail-world. I hate cashiering though. It's like, standing in a little box of death. You can't sit down or move around a lot, so it makes my back hurt after awhile. Then, you're forced to stay after closing to help put everything back. I don't fucking care, Target. Other people messed up your shit, not me. Oh, and no, I don't ask people to take those annoying receipt surveys OR ask them if they want a Target card. Again, don't care, and because you stuck me in the lanes instead of the Starbucks where I belong. It's my little way of giving you the finger every five minutes. I think every girl I know is a slut. I wish I was Kristen Stewart. Or looked like her, at least. That's a FML moment, btw. Glee is my weekly treat. That show gets more amazing. Currently, my other fandom shows are not on the up-and-up (Venture Bros., I'm looking at you). I haven't seen a decent movie in months. Or it feels that way, because I don't remember what I saw or when it was. post comment

Useless Update [20 Oct 2009|03:03pm] [ mood | chill ] [ music | Starlight. Muse. ] (253): I seriously need to stop naming my lingerie sets after the boys I wear them for. I seriously just asked mom if she put Brett in the dryer Ugh. Why do I even bother? Do I need a facebook? I rarely even go on myspace. So yeah. My book of face is now up. I just wanted to state I love My Chemical Romance. Still. Also, as you can see from above, still loving textsfromlastnight.com They have me cashiering at Target for like, the rest of the month. It's really pissing me off. I fucking hate being on lanes. I swear, I want to punch something or someone when I am on the checking lanes. It's so frustrating, my feet hurt, and I have stay at work for a bunch of bullshit organizations after the store closes. That's not my job, my job is making coffee. It's what I like doing. Sometimes I wonder why I still hold my breath when it comes to her. post comment

[12 Oct 2009|03:18am] (718): what happened last night? (917): u kept telling him to fuck u optimus prime style (718): that explains why his roommate kept saying autobots roll out this morning as i left post comment

I'll be 23... [08 Oct 2009|03:09pm] [ mood | reflective ] [ music | 23. Jimmy Eat World. ] So yesterday was my 23 birthday. October 7 is always a special day, always the day I really look forward to. I don't know how it came to be this way, but to me, a birthday is like your own personal holiday. I love helping people celebrate their own, but as the years go by, mine seem to fade in my own eyes. ( I won't always love what I'll never have I won't always live in my regrets ) PS- art by Audrey Kawalski post comment

[02 Oct 2009|01:48am] [ mood | haha ] Some people are so fucking weird. Through team_kbitch, I ran across this comm, nevergrowoldxx that does Twilight [I know, gag] related picspams for birthdays. This was posted in their rules: Note: We will NOT do picspams involving Jacob/Taylor or Nikki Reed. Don't even ask. WTF? I mean, I know you have to be either bored or stupid to be SO FUCKING into Twatlight that is it YOUR LIFE, but srsly? How narrow minded. Reed and Launter are actors portraying CHARACTERS [ie, fiction...no matter how stupid they are], and therefore, are a part of the fandom. I just found this more amusing/idiotic than your average crap. But here's some hotness to appreciate. UNNFFFF YUMM 2 comments|post comment

I Get One Every Year [01 Oct 2009|12:56pm] [ mood | tired ] "Wheelchair kid's right. That Rachel chick makes me want to light myself on fire, but she can sing." -Glee So I recorded Glee on the DVR last night and just watched it, haha. I love that show. Kurt being drunk is total win. I swear after last week, I was singing "Single Ladies" every day. I've closed every night this week. I'm closing again tonight too. I'm so glad that I have work, but at the same time- blaaah at closing. I'm just really tired. So, the 7th is my birthday. I have no big plans and, if the past tells me anything, it's not going to be very special. I dunno. It's like your birthdays just decline. I had a good 18th, I don't remember by 19th, and my 20th was decent enough. My 21st was good by the company I was keeping, and when I turned 22....again, I don't remember. Isn't that sad? post comment

C-Cup, are you there? [24 Sep 2009|01:03pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | "Big Cat Diary" on TV ] So I've lost twenty pounds in total. Yay. Still wanting the carbzz. I think I have *actually* lost boob. Like, only enough for me to noticed, but still. I know most girls would be like "No, breastisesss!" but I'm not most girls. If anything is getting smaller, it's good. I think I should do a thinspiration picspam soon. Not that anyone would care. [And no- not sickly, grossly thin girls. That's NOT my kind of inspiration.] I'm in love with Glee on FOX. It's hilarious. There's a bear with a German accent on my TV. Just sayin'. I have work later even though I'm super tired. I'm kind of napping between webpages. In my socks and underoos. In another life, I had to have been an animal. I wouldn't wear clothes if it was my choice. Well, yeah, in public. I need my own place. Then I can do whatever I want. I know I didn't say anything, but last weekend was pretty awful. When I'm less lazy, I should spill the whole story. There are 13 days until my birthday. 2 comments|post comment

Writer's Block: Do you prefer a tent or a luxury hotel? [22 Sep 2009|12:57pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | The All-American Rejects. I Wanna. ] Would you rather spend the weekend camping in the woods or at a luxury hotel? Why? View 929 Answers I'm all for luxury, and most people who know me would guess so, but to be honest, I haven't been camping in so long, I would just love to go. I miss waking up to the gray morning light and that really distinct outdoorsy smell, even if it's super cold. I like sitting around and doing nothing in the middle of the woods. I used to go camping in Garner State Park with my dad. He was always fun to be with when I was young. He would tell me really bogus stories that I would believe, and let me feed the wildlife. post comment

Oh No He Didn't! [14 Sep 2009|12:53pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | See Below. ] Damn, Kayne West, you done gone craaazy. If I was Taylor Swift, I would have met you in the parking lot and beat with my Moon Man. Big Kudos to Beyonce for her graceful way of giving Taylor her dignity back. [If none of the above makes any sense to you, googles last nights MTV VMA Awards.] I'm not even a huge Swift fan. In fact, until very recently, she made me really annoyed. I can't help notice how cute she is though, and that I sing all her songs. Uh oh. Fan? I think so. Same with Miley Cyrus...only on the songs. I don't like her. Damn her catchy, catchy tunes though. It's been nine months without my own computer. I'm really sick of not having my own computer any time of day or night. I want all my old stuff. I want my pirated photoshop and limewire, and all my thousands of pictures. I need money all the time too. If I'm not spending it on food now, obviously, where the hell does it go? I know last paycheck pretty much all went to some cavity fills. Ugh. My birthday is less than a month away! EDIT So I just saw this on zoetekohana's journal and loved it. I must share it with people. 4 comments|post comment

[26 Aug 2009|02:14pm] I lost 4 lbs last week. That makes 12 total. Man I want a cheeseburger. And french fries. And some pasta. I want carbs! >:o 2 comments|post comment

Toi & Moi [21 Aug 2009|11:48pm] [ mood | confused ] If you could If you would Come back Come back to me 3 comments|post comment

www.textsfromlastnight.com [18 Aug 2009|01:08pm] (203): Is it bad everytime a fat person orders fraps I want to tell them to slow their rolls So I've been cracking up at that website for about the last twenty minutes. Such gold. Ughh. I have work tonight. Don't wanna go. I'm not looking forward to working this weekend either. "Tax Free" and all that jazz. It means Target is going to be horribly crowded and I'm going to be one exasperated bitch. (651): I'm so never shaving my vag in a target bathroom for him again. Everytime I sit down, I'm so bored. Watching TV, on the computer, bored, bored, bored. I have no drive to do anything. I don't want to go out. What does that ever do for me? Even when I sit down to write, nothing good comes up really. The less I do, the less I even want to do. Besides, I'm tired all the damn time. I need new friends. I lost 8 lbs. (541): we're drinking boxed wine and eating string cheese. It's like a wine tasting for poor people. post comment

Mai [29 Jul 2009|03:53pm] [ mood | lazy ] [I'm Mai!] Which Avatar character are you? post comment

Writer's Block: Bite Me [27 Jul 2009|08:15am] [ mood | waking up ] [ music | The Donnas. Take It Off. ] From Dr. Polidori's Lord Ruthven to Stephenie Meyer's Edward Cullen, the annals of vampire lore are filled with attractive, charming bloodsuckers. Which one would you most want to be bitten by? View 513 Answers I just had to answer this. Any literary Vampire? Why, my own, of course. Jude Rousseau; of course, I'm totally biased in saying he's clearly the most charming and thrilling. If it had to be someone else's Vamp? I'm fairly sure it would be a Rice creation, though which I'm not sure. post comment

Non Title Here [22 Jul 2009|01:40pm] [ mood | lazy ] So since I'm beginning to fall out of love with being a barista, I'm thinking about going back to school in the fall. I sent letters to my previous universities for my transcripts so I can take them to Lonestar and register. Yay class. Totally not really saying 'yay' at all. Maybe I'm partially doing it to get my mom off my back. I can't stand her harping on me all the time about it. I don't need her on my shoulder, parroting back to me all the things I already think about myself. Saturday I went down to Schlitterbahn again with Sara and her friend James in celebration of Sara's birthday. James was pretty cool, but we lost him in the first twenty minutes! So Sara and I mostly spent the day together. I have to say I really like the park down in Galveston. It's clean, it's fun, and it's easy to get around. And to drive to. Go things close to me. Since Hurricane Ike, Galveston's pretty much rebuilt everything, but when you go down there, you can still signs of damage. There are missing piers and houses getting new roofs still, plus along the seawall, a lot of the tourist shops that were built out over the water are no longer there. However, the water is still gloriously brown and the air still sea-smelly. ♥ I still need my own computer. Borrowing my mom's = suckage. post comment

What Loop? [08 Jul 2009|10:32pm] [ mood | what? ] [ music | Lady Gaga. Pokerface. ] You wanna know how out of it I am? I'm soo out of the loop I just found out he has a baby. A fucking BABY. My god. I feel like that part of me has died anyway, but...I dunno. I guess its' finally true- my priorities changed? WTF? I guess, in the end, it'll always be there if/when I need it, that part. I've been writing a love letter. It'll premiere here soon, I suppose. There's no one paying any attention to me anymore, so shit...I can say whatever I please on this damn thing. So. Target. Yep....Tar..get. >___> [insert enthusiam]. No Doubt show was fuckin' blast. I felt like I had gone back to the late 90s, an' all, but fucking awesome. They really were one of the best shows I've ever seen. Paramore was kinda a disappointment sadly, though The Sounds were like an awesome kick to the teeth. Fabulous <3 Something nerdy now. I like an anime. -.- Well, not really. It is an American Cartoon. It's "Avatar: The Last Airbender". I started watching the episodes because I wanted to know something about it. In case you live under a rock (or you're just a normal person who does not obsessively know every Hollywood project coming out for the next three years...), M. Night Shyamalan is turning the cartoon into a live-action trilogy. Yeah, I know, I liked all his movies, even the "bad" ones, so I started checking this out. Dude. It actually seems like it's going to be really cool. I even saw the teaser trailer. Oh, you're not talking to me now? Haha. Fuuuck you. 2 comments|post comment

Tweet [15 May 2009|01:00pm] [ mood | nerdy ] So I joined Twitter. I told myself I wasn't, but I did. https://twitter.com/xokillerqueen You know who's fault this is? Mikey Ways. Yeah. I said it. sunken iconed some of his funny Tweets, so, I kinda got curious and I just joined. :/ Yay peer pressure. And, you know, I'm always into finding new ways to spy on people. Target is reducing hours. This bums me out. Oh money, why must you flee from me? So. There's this girl....:] More on this later. On May 31, No Doubt is coming to the Cynthia Woods Mitchell Pavillion with Paramore and The Sounds. Three bands I love. You know who has tickets? I do. That's right. Now- where are the tickets? That is a good question. Speaking of music, lately, I've been really into indie/folk types. I'm really digging this CD I bought from Starbucks (o rly) called "Heading West"; the united theme is kinda like road trip songs? Dunno. Anyway, there's this amazing song on it called "Gone for Good" by The Shins. I'm in love with it right now. VH1 is like, my best friend. I swear I watch that channel so much it probably misses me when I leave. Reality shows are my love right now. I'm so excited about two brand new shows- a dating one (the classis stand-by), Daisy of Love, and Charm School (a new season featuring Rock of Love Bus and Real Chance of Love girls). Yeah, I'm blogging about reality TV. Go me. By the way, in the time it took me to finish this, I'm following...27 people. Eliza Dushku is amusing me with pics from Africa. 1 comment|post comment

Goodbye [13 May 2009|01:35pm] Old roads never lead to new places. post comment

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